Reality is Perception

Hello everyone! I've got some news. But first, if reality is perception, and everyone has a unique and personal way of perceiving things, then how can anyone have a warped sense of reality?? Just a rhetorical question. I don't expect serious answers but if you want to put in your two cents on the topic that's fine too.

Anyway...

I got my laptop fixed! And I have steady use of the internet which is something I haven't had for the past couple of years so it feels really good to be back roaming the web at my leisure. Also, I'm hoping to get re-acquainted with some of the online friends I made before my laptop busted so I look forward to hopefully hearing from them (y'all).

I'm really kinda disappointed in myself at present though. I haven't drawn much at all lately. I just haven't really been moved to do so. I feel like I even have to force myself to doodle every so often. Sometimes I'll get the inspiration going but no matter how fast I open my sketchbook, as soon as pencil touches paper I freeze and lose what drove me to draw in the first place, like I'm constantly second guessing myself. I'm not entirely sure what to do about it either... I think I know what the issue is but I dare not mention it for fear of bringing it to the forefront of my mind.

But aside from that I'm doing great. My job is still as good as it was when I was hired (really good). I'm in a solid relationship with someone I care about very deeply. I'm actually saving money more than I'm spending it which is fantastic. I'm in a great place right now.

Talk to you guys soon.

Taco